# A Fish story

*The Urth list — 4 messages, 3 voices, 01 May 2002*

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### Matthew Davis
*01 May 2002, 22:25*

>> "A Fish Story." Is the key to understanding this short short to be found
>> in
>> the name "Rob Salmon"? (Or something like that--can't find my F&SF with
>> the
>> story at the moment) I.e., do ghosts return to the place they're "born"

too?

> I found this one pretty impenetrable myself.

My interpretation of "A Fish Story" is about the fear and denial of the
truth (the opening line points this out - "I've always been embarrassed by
the truth"); and that how even when you try to evade the truth it will still
come to haunt you. The crux of the story is Rab's insistence that his aunt
NOT tell him whether there's an afterlife. At the end of the story when his
friends lie to him by telling him, still that lie turns out to be true. And
if I remember correctly a fish story is normally a yarn or exaggerated lie -
a false and distancing form of communication. Rab doesn't want to
communicate (see the fact that he assumes that the hospital is only able to
contact him because the ghostly Rab gave them his phone number). At the
heart of the story lies Rab's less than sterling nature. He's constantly
trying to avoid facing up to the events that have happened to him, as a
child, as an adult, in his relationships with his friends and his family. At
the hospital, meeting up with his aunt, there is a moment of
self-recognition in how his aunt reflects all the things he's been trying to
escape. Rab has shut something out of his life. The vision he has of himself
unites both Rab's fear of the transcendent and also his knowledge of
whatever it is that he's lacking, resulting in this ghost of his better
self, the Rab that he isn't, throwing into sharp contrast the unpleasant Rab
that he is.

What to make of his name "Rab Sammon"? I don't know.

Anybody want to make this out as some sort of weird religious allegory (fish
in greek (icthys) = christ), please feel free. Rab as a sort of
anti-apostle, the religous revelation refused?

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### Dan'l Danehy-Oakes
*01 May 2002, 22:30 · follows Matthew Davis*

> What to make of his name "Rab Sammon"? I don't know.

Well, the first thing that comes to my mind is the Irish legend of
the Salmon of Wisdom. Then there's always "Samhain."

But I haven't read the story...

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### Matthew Davis
*01 May 2002, 22:46 · follows Dan'l Danehy-Oakes*

----- Original Message -----

>> From: "Dan'l Danehy-Oakes" <ddanehy at siebel.com>
>> To: <urth at urth.net>
>> Sent: Wednesday, May 01, 2002 11:30 PM
>> Subject: RE: (urth) A Fish story
>> What to make of his name "Rab Sammon"? I don't know.

> Well, the first thing that comes to my mind is the Irish legend of
> the Salmon of Wisdom. Then there's always "Samhain."
> 
> But I haven't read the story...

Rab as a contraction of rabbi? Contraction of Robert?

Apparently Sammon as a surname is 1. a contraction of Solomon. 2. a varient
of Salmon. 3. a variant of Seaman.
Also, apparently there's something called a Sammon projection which is a
nonlinear mapping of high dimensional vectors onto a two dimensional space.

None of these seem highly pertinent.

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### Andy Robertson
*02 May 2002, 20:19 · follows Matthew Davis*

----- Original Message -----

> From: "Matthew Davis" <matthew at michaelscycles.freeserve.co.uk>
> None of these seem highly pertinent.

The Salmon of Wisdom is a figure in irish myth.

<quote>

Tuan, like Suibhne and Merlin, becomes the leader of the stag herds of
Ireland, before taking the shape, in turn, of a boar, a hawk and a salmon,
and finally a man again. Every time he wearies with age, he returns to a
certain cave where he fasts for three days, the period favored by Celtic
seers for mantic journeys. Like Fintan, he undergoes intense hardships that
ring with all the authenticity of lived experience:

**I passed into the shape of a river salmon....was vigorous and well-fed and
my swimming was good, and I used to escape from every danger and from every
snare - to wit, from the hands of fishermen, and from the claws of hawks,
and from fishing spears - so that the scars which each one of them left are
still upon me.**

Tuan's life as a salmon is brought to an end when fishermen of the chieftain
Cairell catch him and serve him to his wife who eats the whole fish herself.
She becomes pregnant with Tuan who remains conscious while in her womb,
fully aware of who he is and of everything that is happening in Ireland.

So in a mysterious reversal which serves to highlight the magical interplay
of human and non-human forms in the Celtic tradition, the man that eats the
salmon to become a seer turns into the salmon who is eaten so that a man can
be born.

..
</quote>


This may or may not be relevant.   I have not read "A Fish Story".

But I will remark that, while we talk a lot about the Biblical references in
the Briah cycle, the echoes from Celtic and Nordic myth - such as Horn's
very obvious identification with Odin - seem to pass most of us by.

Urd, Skuld and Verdane are Odinistic in origin, for example - they are the
names of the Norns.

    hartshorn

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